lyca Lyrics

I'm seeking order for a brain that's full of chaos

And money for my thoughts to the extent they found in scales

And I ain't falling for the trap, it's just the pressure that I'm weighing

I could be doing 80, but it's safer in this lane

But still I had to see the offer though

She said she hates to be alone

I said it's cause we used to herds, just like the buffalo

I'm hoping they don't count me out

Cause all my life I tried to fit

But now it seems that fam the weird is what they write about

So label me the, label me the weirdo

Meant to be the nigga you don't see

I wasn't built to hero

Never really knew what money's like

At least we knew there's zero

Praying luck can touch the good fellas

Like we knew De niro

It's 50 naira

But counting up how many makes a fiver

I'm many hours from home

But can touch and use my lycra

I said I'm missing my dad

But my mother think I don't like her

I'm used to seeing the violence

And probably made me a fighter or stupid names to avoid it

And though I'm trying to face it

The memory's been destroyed

I just keep away from the void

It's called a fear of the unknown

I know I couldn't do this on my own

So I'm just glad they put the lycra on my phone

It's just the lyca on my phone

Fears in my head, tears in my eyes

Feel safe in my bed

And I'm holding this down

Nobody knows

Highs getting high

But the lows getting low

See the lycra on my phone

Fears in my head, tears in my eyes

Feel safe in my bed

And I'm holding this down

Nobody knows

Highs getting high

But the lows getting low

I heard this figure I look up to call himself a thinker

And if I'm honest I just can't allow my thoughts to linger

Cause if I let them in I can't control the things they lead to

And if I do then I'm just scared they'll show we're broken people

I never talk about my past but seek a deep connection

So if I'm giving her my number

Then I seek affection

I hate when talk is getting small

Like tell me something bigger

Like how you figure out this life without a father figure

Ears peeled into my phone

She's tryna flip it on myself

I said my past is full of garbage I'm just sorting out that shelf

It's like I need a strong connection

Before I talk to you

And if you tell me yours

Then maybe I can help you through

It's just the lies we tell ourselves

But secrets loosens through the night

She said she used to watch the way her parents used to fight

And she would try to keep them happy

While she's skipping out her own

Her house is just the walls

When peace is far away from home

She's tryna call him back

Message at the tone

She's leaving many picturing How it would look

All the hours spent on the telly

Just a modern family

Daddy's never at home

Mother's holding it down

And distractions live on her phone

Of course they caught her eye

Scrolling on the net

She found some guys and all she's looking for is peace

But everybody's got a price

She'd rather seek a fake connection

Over being on her own

She's chatting up these fakers

With the lyca on her phone

It's just the lyca on her phone

Fears in her head

Tears in her eyes

Feel safe in her bed

And she's holding this down

Nobody knows

Highs getting high

But the lows getting low

See the lyca on my phone

Fears in my head

Tears in my eyes

Feel safe in my bed and I'm holding this down

Nobody knows Highs getting high

But the lows getting low