Dear God ft. hakebomb Lyrics

Dear God

I ain't askin for perfect

I just wanna believe when You say that I deserve it

Like a thousand times I've heard it

But the count don't matter when your heart holds holds all the hurt in

Repeat the cycle, guess I'm back again

Fight for survival with this pad and pen

Wanna look into the bible when I have a quest,

But people are the writers and our word ain't the best

If humans are the source I ain't hearing what you're sayin

A new agenda added with every denomination

Don't believe you want my tithe, I'm defaultin on my payments

If they lie about that scared to know what else they fakin

Dear God

I ain't askin for perfect

I just wanna believe when You say that I deserve it (all my life I've always felt like I'm a burden)

Like a thousand times I've heard it

But the count don't matter when your heart holds all the hurt in (if I want love I gotta do something to earn it)

How many times we gonna have this conversation?

How many lines I gotta drop before you'll finally take one?

How many rhymes I gotta jot before my revelation?

This relationship just isn't addin up to expectations

Cuz every one says that you're amazin

But when I hear my head tell me they're fakin

Those words written in red? They're just statements

When I'm locked in this bed by depression and self-hatred

We both know most of my life been callin out to you

I still get no reply don't know what else to do

Am I believing a lie, should I invest in you?

Cuz so far the returns have left me destitute.

Yeah I'm broke. In every way that counts

All the money in the world couldn't save me now

Wanna love myself first, need You to show me how

Cuz that pile of dirt calls my name real loud

Dear God

I ain't askin for perfect

I just wanna believe when You say that I deserve it (all my life I've always felt like I'm a burden)

Like a thousand times I've heard it

But the count don't matter when your heart holds all the hurt in (if I want love I gotta do somethin to earn it)

I ain't askin for perfect

I just wanna believe when You say that i deserve it

I ain't askin for perfect

I just wanna believe when You say that I deserve it

Like a thousand times I've hear it

But the count don't matter when your heart holds all the hurt in