ALL ON MY OWN Lyrics

Ain't sleeping too much nowadays

Chasing high's to keep myself awake

I cannot hide

So I gotta seek for myself

But lately

I been falling into deep I gotta admit

Lately

I been giving into my vices making me sick

Lately

I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks

Lately

I been a slave to myself

Im chasing rock bottom

Got me down on my knees

Just like autumn

Falling down with the leaves

Feeling all on my own

But deep down I know I'm not alone

Cause every time I gaze at the moon

I find solace

When I realize someone's looking at it too

After midnight going through the blues

Praying I wake up feeling new

Nah nah I ain't tryna hit the snooze

Cause a nigga got big plans

For some reason Im shying from em through day and night

Procrastinating I ain't been aight

Shit I thought it lost it

Detaching from my old ways

I'm steady stepping so you'll never catch me staying in the same place

Everybody looking to me so I gotta make sure I set the pace

And I'm tired of niggas telling me that I'll be straight.

I'm tryna be more than okay

Gotta prove it to myself

Overthinking through the nights

And putting myself through hell

I know these meds ain't helping

Since I'm always overwhelmed

Now im tracing back back back back to my own shell

Hoping I don't fail

I been falling into deep I gotta admit

Lately

I been giving into my vices making me sick

Lately

I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks

Lately

I been a slave to myself

When I look up to the sky

I pray for guidance

Knowing that he's on my side to keep me balanced

Everyday I fight to strive through the challenge

Instead of going back back back back to my own shell

Hoping I don't fail cause lately

I been falling into deep I gotta admit

Lately

I been giving into my vices making me sick

Lately

I been locked inside my head and it's playing tricks

Lately

I been a slave to myself