Family Talk. Lyrics

Holding hands in the winter man it

Gives me shivers thinking about the past only leads to future dinners missed oftentimes i Think About the humans that i've kissed just to be Dismissed but listen i persist it's part of My

Person the whole reason i exist to exit the Abyss i'm running from myself but baby i insist Don't

Leave me in the cold oh now it's up my nose The Windows that i close cut out my different Flows

But that's the way it goes her pussy smell like Rose i'll leave her i suppose i like being alone

I like it when she moans but i got problems With commitment bitch i get it from my father

The only thing i hate him for is hurting his own Daughter because me i can take it

Fuck it warms me like a blanket i love being Hurt i love basking in the safeness but once i Saw my Siblings down that's when it turned Around I hate what i've been given my music's Been a curse i

Forgot how to cry and learned to write a verse You think that it might help me but i promise You

It's worse because the only way i get my Feelings out is on the mic the opening the Black bloody showers was me begging for my Life and the end of red wine was me begging For it twice don't know what i'll name this Song but it's begging for it thrice

I cried before I wrote this nah fuck all

That shit bitch i died before i wrote this i'm Stuck between homes i'm stuck between Being a

Child and being grown i'm stuck between Hurting myself or being fucking shown i want To be somebody

And do it with my tone make somebody proud Of me while my family's looking down to me My sisters

Got a house and they think that's what i'm Bound to be if i never make it in my music in The ground

I'll be soaking up the bugs got centipedes and Spiders all trying to give me hugs and don't

Forget the slugs i'm talking about the creature Bitch i'm talking about the slugs the kind you

Reload and you shoot into your lungs man Fuck all this shit after you hear this i'ma get Some

Shoulder shrugs i'm tired of people pleasing Because once i get popped i hope what echoes

Is my wheezing i hope i got an open casket and The touch of my hands are freezing because man it'd be releasing.