Bane Lyrics

Spinning all alone

Reminiscing while

I sit in the dark

It ain't really reminiscing

If I was missing from the start

I'm always defending the people that

End up just breaking my heart

Just trying to fit in the puzzle

That I was never really part

People are disappointing

when they disappoint me

I feel bad

Wondering why I'm

still feeling this way

I don't understand

Especially considering

that they took me

For all that I had

Time and time again

They're proving my point

It's actually sad

Who was hitting

me up

When I was in

A wheelchair

For 2 months?

I couldn't stand up

But you ain't hit me up

And it ain't happen once

Do you know what it's like

To have to ask for help

And not give up

A front

In front of my mother

In front of my father

I was tearing ducts

Yes I don't wanna remember

That awful December

I felt like a burden

I couldn't stop hurting

I'm learning

That nothing in life here is certain, what's

What's funny it wasn't the physical

Was the mental

That's making me miserable

Had to switch to a life that was digital

Feeling clinical

Toxic positivity

was cynical

State of my injuries?

Visual

But you still

Felt the need

To tell me

What I should or I shouldn't do

Could or I couldn't do

How I should

Be grateful

For all I have

I don't understand

How you can do that

When you never even

Spent a day in my situation

But when you did

Then you had the

Nerve to talk

Bitch, I couldn't walk

Now you out here

Like you been around the block

Now you out here

Like you know exactly what I was feeling

And dealing

With on the daily

Lately

I don't get it

I really don't know

It's funny

Now that I've said it

I really don't know