Never feel better, never felt worse Lyrics

Never feel better

Never felt worse

I don't think

You really know how love works

Saying how

You really don't think love hurts

I don't think

You really know how much hurt

Never felt so lonely

In my damn life

Never felt so lonely

Out of damn spite

Sliding in your skin

On a cold night

But it hits you

Deeper in the daylight

I really don't think that you can understand

Should of ran

I just wanna feel like I am wanted damn,

Seen the same memory about a hundred times

Still can't believe it was all lies

I really don't get it

I don't get mad

But I am?

Oh, I feel bad

But I'm getting better

At holding people accountable

Even though it's not my job

I feel it's invaluable

Or maybe I feel like I don't want them to get away

Maybe I feel like

I don't even know what to say

Maybe I feel like

I ain't feeling anything,

But it doesn't even

Matter cause

At the end of the...

Feeling like no-one really loves me

Feeling like no-one really cares

Feeling like no-one's up above me

Feeling ice cold from the stares

Never been one to hold a grudge see

I just tend to stick to my affairs

Remember that day you wouldn't judge me

Now I'm all alone crying tears

When in actual fact I've never been seen

Never really me like a green screen

Cause on the day I showed you who I really am

You showed me how you really didn't give a damn

I don't know why I stuck by your side

For so long

I don't know why it feels so wrong

To write songs

I don't know why

Every time I pick up a pen

I see your face

& then I just,

End up writing again

I don't get it

Never could dead it

Only thing I know

Is you never once said it

Never once felt

Like I was anything

Other than a friend

& now I know

That I'll never

End up writing again

About us

Never was us

I just saw your photo

Now

My stomach's all mush

I just saw your photo

Now

My stomach won't trust

I've been feeling sick

For seventeen days

I don't know what else to say

I don't know

Why I'm so scared

I don't know

What I ever did

To have you in my head

I don't know

Who I am

I don't know where to go

What to do

Who to call