CLENCH (PREY4DETH) ft. phdbeats Lyrics

Too much happiness to wrap my head around

Too many peeps depending on me

Can't wait to let em down

Inner child molested by intellectual pedophiles

Tryin' to fuck my head up and leave me left with my head in clouds

I'm self destructive, there's no shred of doubt

That I hate myself

And I don't really need anyone's help to get me down

I let it out in my music enough to level out

And help me settle down, so I don't end it now

Or let them clowns vex me til I end up mentally dead in the ground

My girl keeps trying to get me to smile

Bout to let out a howl

Primal screaming to relieve my mind of violent dreams of evil

That been occupying my mind since I was a teen

One day I dream that I might get a restful night of sleep

But, shit keeping me up at night

I can't seem to deny my demons

Every day I pray for death

Satan keeps telling me to be patient

Takin baby steps

There's no one really left to save me from my crazy self

So I'll just spend my time left on Earth

Blazing my way to Hell

Every day I pray for death

My dentist says I'm cracking my teeth

'Cause of the way I clench

Anticipating the end of days with baited breath

For now, I'll spend what time we have left

Trying to make a mess

Lucifer please take my hand

And show me that it takes much more

Than just murder to make a man

Wish I could take the stand and testify against myself

Only stress is left inside my chest, causin my heart to melt

Guess it's time to face the fucked up truth

No one will ever truly love me, I'm a fucked up dude

No matter how hard I work or what the fuck I do

All I gets a pat on the head like it's Duck Duck Goose

Well, fuck you too

Grew up with a constant lack of confidence

Early signs of depression, a knot in my subconscious

But, my scars tell the story of other peoples incompetence

Children in a flower garden, stomping my accomplishments

Hand around your throat

You feel that pop in your esophagus

I'm Thanos with the stones

You're throwing rocks at rhe monolith

Pissing off a God, I thought the consequence was obvious

You'll feel the wrath of retribution in a cosmic sense

But, every day I pray for death

Satan keeps telling me to be patient

Takin baby steps

There's no one really left to save me from my crazy self

So I'll just spend my time left on Earth

Blazing my way to Hell

Every day I pray for death

My dentist says I'm cracking my teeth, 'cause of the way I clench

Anticipating the end of days with baited breath

For now, I'll spend what time we have left

Trying to make a mess

Oh shit…I meant "make amends"

Trying to make "amends", not "a mess"

I fucked it up