Tryna Breathe ft. Gio "The Genius" Lyrics

I've been trying to breathe underwater

(Some days it's hard for me to want to stay afloat)

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

(I don't want to talk about what I fear and loathe)

Confusing which is worse than the other

(Don't ask me how to spot the difference, I don't know)

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

It's Class_Sick

Middle of the night, I'm crying, here we go again

It's a struggle just surviving, put the focus in my pen

Always hustle no retirement I'm a soldier to the end

You can't walk on and make varsity, don't ask us how our heart could freeze

These monsters play they part with ease then rob you for your scarf and jeans

Life always been hard to please, Freddy and Voorhees can see that we just wanna offer peace

Our city want us all deceased, in the scarcity of artistry

I'm the one who sparked belief, the rose that grew to see

These concrete dreams defeat the scrutiny

Now I flex my scars, probably rock em like some jewelry

No beef is on my board, only cheese, that's charcuterie

Every day's a jubilee with middle fingers that fuel me

Supposed to be dead truthfully, happiness eluded me

Beat myself up crucially, remember who you used to be

Push my limit farther for the son I never fathered

To my mom I need to call her, see that light just getting darker cause

I've been trying to breathe underwater

(Some days it's hard for me to want to stay afloat)

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

(Conversations with myself about what I fear and loathe)

Confusing which is worse than the other

(Don't ask me how to spot the difference, I don't know)

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

(But I guess it never really did though)

Fighting with the reaper for I am my brother's keeper

Getting flooded with intoxicants, my oceans getting deeper

Neglected Aphrodite, my obsessions with Athena

But I'm Oizys baby way my anxiety's going crazy

This depression got me lately, these feelings they just evade me

I played the villain greatly, I wonder if Lord can save me

See angels seem like they hate me, hear demons constantly praise me

I lost some people close to me, I think about them daily

I struggle, still with pain, misery bubbles in my veins

But the grief I can't explain, I find peace dancing with the flames

Learning to surf the waves until my wings I have regained

I'll die if I never change, head to the sky it's time to change

This journey's been hellacious, from the monsters I hold sacred

Drown under the waves, feel my energy become faded

Intrusive thoughts invaded, at times don't feel like I'll make it

The spirits never vacated, my third eye's finally awakened

This journey's been hellacious, from the monsters I hold sacred

Drown under the waves, feel my energy become faded

Intrusive thoughts invaded, at times don't feel like I'll make it

The spirits never vacated, my third eye's finally awakened

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is worse than the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

My temple benefits, temporal sentiments

Of quintessential etiquettes, for existential rhetoric

Of Class_Sicks embellishments, spelling hymns, majestic wits

Excel at whim, can't send me back to hell again

I flailed my wings, prevail to win, guarding my own energy

Praises to the entity, allow me to ascend and see

I live my life defiantly, so come the day you mention me

Don't ever use parentheses, parameters can barely keep me away from enemies

Permission I will never need, expecting me to bend a knee

Someone will catch a felony, these emotions can be torturous

The heart you burned, I'm forged with it, the pain in life is gorgeous

And they mad I never forfeited, I can't afford it, I was born for this

My soul is tormented, the storms ended, disoriented

Wicked ways have been amended, far from finished, keep on swimming

For those passed away, wanna see us winning, the hurd is thinning

Amongst this earnest living, forgive my sinning

I've been trying to breathe underwater

(Some days it's hard for me to want to stay afloat)

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

(Conversations with myself about what I fear and loathe)

Confusing which is worse than the other

(Don't ask me how to spot the difference, I don't know)

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is worse than the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end

I've been trying to breathe underwater

I've been trying to hide cause I'm scared

Confusing which is worse than the other

Cause it doesn't mean so much in the end