Realizations Lyrics

I pickup on how much I've changed, ever since that fateful day

The day when the world ended, the day I was left stranded

Is it normal to feel this way?

Like with every second, I'm going more insane?

Is it just a consequence of pain?

Or is there more to say like how…

I get these realizations that some things just aren't meant

No matter how much I tried, I could never change your mind

I get these realizations that it was never gonna work out

I was always left let down, I'll always hope it'll come back around

I get these realizations that maybe I did deserve better

They would always tell me that, but I never wanted to acknowledge the fact

Looking back at those moments, I don't get how I didn't just quit

I was so determined, I was much more committed

I wonder how you viewed it

Was it something worth keeping?

Clearly not, now that we know the ending to this story

I get these realizations that some things just aren't meant

No matter how much I tried, I could never change your mind

I get these realizations that it was never gonna work out

I was always left let down, I'll always hope it'll come back around

I get these realizations that maybe I did deserve better

They would always tell me that, but I never wanted to acknowledge the fact

I realize now it wasn't what I thought it was

But still, I felt so in love

I finally felt enough

When I really decode the words that you would say

They all make sense, I should've known

But I didn't want to leave and go

The realizations of our deep relations leave me sad and wondering if I'll ever feel again