Lost In A Memory Lyrics

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Things were lookin' up, felt like I was good enough

All of a sudden, I found myself complacent, and dumb

My life just took a turn, as I start to call its own bluff

It hits me when I'm not lookin', I really couldn't have run

I've been facin' this hardship, this fuckin' shit is retarded

I'm tryna phase through these obstacles, but I've been disregardin'

The fact this day's on the cards since a fuckin' minute, and honestly

Why did they have to hide it, I'd probably live with a mindset

That wouldn't consist of tryna pretend like everything is fine

But I've learned recently that everything's a lie

You see everybody 'round you leavin', now they are surprised

To see you not needin' anybody to survive

Why is it so fucking hard to talk to my family

Voices unheard, I don't think they understandin' me

Reach for help to no avail, something that I can't believe

If I ever disappeared, I would wonder how they'd handle me

I've been livin' in a bubble and I wanna break free

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Lemme tell you what it's like to be lonely

And I ain't talkin' bout a girl or a homie

I'm talking bout the moment you open up about your pain

They wanna twist it and make it about them, isn't that insane

Then they wonder why you wouldn't ever speak about

Your feelings now, cause it feels like you are bleedin' out

From this pain, man it's evil how, I've been waiting, for this peace right now

But I may think of peacin' out, on the grave, I'mma rest in peace, I'm out

But hey, I guess I really made it.

I just been afraid that the good in me would be fadin'

I wasn't always great, I was surrounded with this hate and

I took control, instead of waiting for some greatness

I crafted it, with all my heart and my emotions

It took everything from me, and I'm not so sure if you know this

I been in pain, feelin' way too shitty in these moments

The good times, have been lost in a memory, and I'm hopeless

I've been livin' in a bubble and I wanna break free

Trapped in my emotions and I wanna break free

I've been livin' in a bubble and I wanna break free

I've been lost in a memory

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

Barely handlin' this change, why did life have to change

Lost in a memory, is the person I wish I could be again

(I've been livin' in a bubble and I wanna break free)

But it'll never be the same, never be the same

(I've been lost in a memory)