Ordinary Child Lyrics

Out of my mind they callin' me an ordinary child

But I been on my grind kinda hard to have a life like mine

Like I've run outta time like something just holds me back from tryin'

But I can't stop myself from cryin' and lettin' out the monster that's inside

Ooooo I got a twisted little feelin' that my life could turn around

Before I see it can't choose how I'll end up with these ups and downs

I know I will never never let you down

Yeah how we doin' out here?

17 years that I've lived in fear

13 of them tryna get me cleared

Tryna be the one man that my family cheers

But the one thing I really find weird

Every bit of that privilege disappears

The day that you start to find out

That the conflicts at home are like real severe

Your parents could just buy you anything that you need

As a little kid give you a life full of peace

But none of that shit even matters the moment

You're growing and realize that they don't really feel

Happy in life everybody splittin' up and it don't feel right

Kinda strange how I can say I got a weird life

I got a family that loves me but I don't know how it feels

To have a family that's real tight

Out of my mind they callin' me an ordinary child

But I been on my grind kinda hard to have a life like mine

Like I've run outta time like something just holds me back from tryin'

But I can't stop myself from cryin' and lettin' out the monster that's inside

Nothing compared to this last year

Matter of fact plenty of times man I had tears

Felt trapped in my depression now that's fear

Cause I don't know where to go nothin' is clear

But I still gotta show it's okay to be like this

We're not alone in this battle we're fighting

Down we may go but we can still keep on risin'

And that message wanna put that into writing

Ooo little me if there was something I could tell you bout the person I'd turn out to be in 10 years

You just wouldn't want it you're smarter than that

The moment they doubt you is when you start to attack

Out of my mind they callin' me an ordinary child

But I been on my grind kinda hard to have a life like mine

Like I've run outta time like something just holds me back from tryin'

But I can't stop myself from cryin' and lettin' out the monster that's inside

Out of my mind they callin' me an ordinary child

But I been on my grind kinda hard to have a life like mine

Like I've run outta time like something just holds me back from tryin'

But I can't stop myself from cryin' and lettin' out the monster that's inside