Do I Want This? Lyrics

I just don't know what I wanted

(Left, right, up, down, I'm undecided)

Stunted, locked out, frozen solid

(Unclear, vague, afraid, and excited)

Should I risk everything to change this?

Turn it upside down

Tied noose, I'm stuck on the labels

(Can't decide? You know you better think twice)

One move and I'm getting strangled

(Be yourself: Small, quiet, stuck in the ice)

Either way, someone's gonna hate me

Throw it at the ground

Weighing the odds (I do)

Pros and the cons (I do)

I can't decide if I want it

Stay in your lane (I do)

Going insane (I do)

I can't decide if I want this

I'd change in a day if you gave me

(One wish, one desire I could make real)

But I know no one can save me

(Fuck the others, you should do what you feel)

Should I risk everything to change this?

Turn it upside down

Weighing the odds (I do)

Pros and the cons (I do)

I can't decide if I want it

Stay in your lane (I do)

Going insane (I do)

I can't decide if I want this

Can't even try (I do)

Screaming and crying (I do)

Really, I know that I want it

Sleep every day (I do)

Dream this away (I do)

Really, I know that I want this