bullets Lyrics

I've been all on my lonesome for too damn long

The road will get blurry when you've been out on the run

I don't want you to worry this pistol's just for the fun

I've been all on my lonesome I don't need anyone

Take me back to seventh grade

When I was down in the dumps

Never a sunny day

Was always raining it sucked

Was always M.I.A.

Was suicidal as fuck

But I prayed everyday

That I would make it out okay

When I turned eighteen

Nothing really changed

Just met heart break

And never was the same

I know I'm so dramatic

Since than I've been lost in the static

Yeah drugs they filled me up

Made me numb to the pain

Oh when I would throw up

I would still feel the same

Rinse and repeat drinking on the daily

Fucked up liver got me going crazy

I've been on one ever since turning twenty one

If I could take it all back I think you know I fucking would

I feel like I've been cursed since I was fifteen

Someone out there fucking save me

Turned twenty two lost everything I ever thought I was

Met someone who I thought would've been the one

Looking back I don't think that was ever the case

Because that knife you stuck in my back is still here to this day

Turned twenty three still wasting away my life

So many lost nights who would I be if I died

I don't know that man that's looking back inside the mirror

Breaking down nightly my vision ain't been getting clearer

Now I'm turning twenty five in a few months

And I've been looking for pick me up

I'm a nuisance

Just tryna clean all of this hate inside

Form a new love

And I don't wanna run away anymore

So I'll be waiting at the door

I've been all on my lonesome for too damn long

The road will get blurry when you've been out on the run

I don't want you to worry this pistol's just for the fun

I've been all on my lonesome I don't need anyone

Yeah drugs they filled me up

Made me numb to the pain

Oh when I would throw up

I would still feel the same

Rinse and repeat drinking on the daily

Fucked up liver got me going crazy

I've been on one ever since turning twenty one

If I could take it all back I think you know I fucking would