calm down Lyrics

Everybody wants to know the truth

If I'm okay cause I'm not okay

I still say it anyways

But it don't ever change a Goddamn thing

It's been getting harder and harder

As I have grown older

When fighting your demons

You have to be sober

When going to therapy

Don't help your closure

They just pump us with drugs

Until your life is over

I won't lie I hate all of it

The way the world is

It's fucking sick

I hide my pain and it don't help shit

Because most people would view me as a coward

Tell me what is left for me to do

Cause I've been I've been waiting on truth

I lost myself inside of a darkness I can not escape from

Help me I'm sinking deeper and deeper

Yeah I need peace but I can not find it anymore

You best not say it happened so I could get better

You don't know my feelings and no you're not clever

My heart's cold like a night outside in December

The one that warmed me up the most left me paralyzed

I've been tossing and turning

I can not find sleep

If I'm sad then you're sad

How is that fair to me

I've been there won't go back

It's terrorizing

Is it really that hard to believe

Tell me what is left for me to do

Cause I've been I've been waiting on truth

I lost myself inside of a darkness I can not escape from

Help me I'm sinking deeper and deeper

Yeah I need peace but I can not find it anymore

Tell me what is left for me to do

Cause I've been I've been waiting on truth

I lost myself inside of a darkness I can not escape from

Help me I'm sinking deeper and deeper

Yeah I need peace but I can not find it anymore