Reclaim ft. Aditya Prakash Lyrics

Now no matter how bad I want to

How come memories can haunt you

In the fucking heaven of my mind I begod you

Now I'm forbidden to be at the place where I found you

Still I wake up and rush to the terrace of my house

Hopeful and anxious, stoked but in doubts

Feet on the ground, got my head in the clouds

By your windowpane I'm biting my nails as I pause

Still my head turns around, I look through the glass

Green turned to brown and red turned to black

Sometimes I breakdown and sing while I gasp

Apathetic state of mind full of glitches of past

Living like a ghost so invisible

Appeasing the beast of my love is infeasible

Dealing with the devil of my woes

Giving up my hopes

Keeping up my nose to the grind stone bridges are

Burning high on flames I might reclaim my life

Truth may change but lie remains a lie

You can blame but can't defame my pride

Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise

Love is not supposed to be a sympathy

Or a sacrifice at the price of your dignity

Now I try to be nice to myself and I'm sick of lying

I can't keep up with the identity

Had to let a part of me die with the hope

Can't cope lies and denials anymore

Can't hold on to the highs when I'm low in the life

Now I gotta keep my eyes at my goals

I believe it comes hard and slow but it stays forever

Acceptance makes you a way more better

I'm halfway through the voyage of amelioration

Hard feelings when I go through the same old letters

My story is to never be told

Never thought it'd turn cold at a stone's throw

But I cherish my loss like a reward bestowed

It's been blessing for me to be so alone

Burning high on flames I might reclaim my life

Truth may change but lie remains a lie

You can blame but can't defame my pride

Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise

I kept waiting on a text eternally

Sometimes I was mess infernally

Held a smile but a wreck internally

So Demented misplaced it's meant to be

Time to do yourself a favor now

Now I got to be resilient somehow

So Gimme everything I disavow

I've been lost for long now it's time to get found

When the cloud be around I'll be sipping on your memory

When life turns down music can be therapy

I know things that can't be fixed but

I cherish every piece of you in every single piece of me

I shan't be obliged to be this way

It's been a while but this life can't be the same

I feel it coming down and I can bear this change

The rain of June will wash my pain away

Burning high on flames I might reclaim my life

Truth may change but lie remains a lie

You can blame but can't defame my pride

Till I take a walk around from a life to a demise