HONESTLY I DON'T WANT TO CONTINUE Lyrics

How can I accept the truth?

But in my head I'm stuck with you

How can I stay strong like you?

I never had myself to choose

No he won't call when you need

He won't solve anything

Say "so long"

That line is now missing

Yeah he's numbed out

You won't see him cry now

Didn't find a light inside the ice

So now he's freezing

He a slumped down

Masochist

No time now

Won't be missed

He's tired of himself

And all he isn't

He got a rope now

Watching as the rain falls

Down beneath the earth

But he still hangs inside the kitchen

Cuz he won't be with you

No he won't eat with you

No he won't love

He won't take your phone call

Swallow all he's been through

Swallow pills

He can see through empty hopes

Can't tell right from wrong

I don't care

But I can't go on like this

I rather watch myself fall

Take me far away

Somewhere I feel safe

I don't care if it

All would end today

I feel like I don't know who the fuck I am

I tried to be your savior

Be a better man

Now I can't forgive myself for everything

That I've done

No one to hold when I fall apart

I'll hug myself until I'm gone

The pain has turned me to a man I hate

Now I don't wanna see the better fucking days

Tried to many times but all to no avail

My life is cursed

I want to leave from this reality

Nobody waiting for me

I can do no right

Don't feel alive

I wonder

Could you spare some peace of mind?

Go ahead and blame it on me

Go and push me to the side

I wished that our worlds collided

I'm too far away from mine

See all the pain I had to hide

You knew that I was scraping by

You watched my eyes grow dark

So empty like my fucking heart

I cried out far to many times

Way to many times

But you know when I'm sad I'm high

And when I'm drunk I drive

So

Take me far away

Give my soul a break

I don't care

But I can't go on like this

I rather watch myself

Fall

Fall

Fall

Fall