...but the relief is not enough Lyrics

Watch me hopping out my grave

With no pain

Feel like resurrected, like I`m not the same

What`s my name?

With no hatred I can finally see again how I am

What I became

With no more demons that are creeping in my brain no more

No more blood down the drain, bitch

You cannot complain

`Cause if you´re waking up there is at least some hope that remained

I throw my phone into fire, don´t wanna procrastinate

So I be paving my own way while thinking `bout better days

It was hard to see

Now I´m levitating over my agony

Bitch you cannot pull me down, not even gravity

I have never wanted pain to be a part of me

So I freed my soul from tragedies

I don´t need it, I be feeling all alive

I'll be leaving, even gates of hell declined

Watch me draining all the lies

As I´m pulling out the knives out my soul

With a smile

Still born as a demon

Was shattered in pieces

`Cause I was just some rotten meat with no feelings

No light, wasn`t seeking

A life with a meaning

No thoughts while I did awful things for no reason, but hey

Needed a blaze ´cause my heart still froze

Have been so lost, but survived the cold

Searched for the light in the darkest void

Wasn´t fooled by the voice to go down the slope of depression

Always knew what I needed

Got all my pieces collected

Achievements feel so relieving

I got that hope in possession

Like a sane human being

But had to fight every second

Now I be screaming in freedom

Stab a motherfucker

Like it´s freetime

B-line

Sting with a dagger

Like it´s a beehive

Spliff on the coast

I'll finna sea dive

Of on the shore

I got a little bit of rope hung in the tree line

I'm so grateful I wake up

First time for so long

A thousand miles on this road

But I feel it now

Head out the window

I'm screaming now, yuh

I feel alive, you feeling what?

I feel alive again, you feeling what?

I feel alive

I feel alive

I feel alive again, you feeling what?

I feel alive again

Not reminiscing ´bout better times

Still the same, not attracted by dollar signs

Levitate over oceans of emptiness

Feel like the world´s in my hand

It's the manic...

U N L K Y

Demons specialized

Take your hate and pain

Bring you back to life

Wings of flame

But the ego gentrified

Tried the new wave

But that shit´s made of lies

To tell you the truth

Never thought I would see me at 22

Even at 20 dude

I felt so pitiful, sickend and miserable

Chasing highs like back in middleschool

Never enough

I gave it my all but I never was

I accepted this shit and moved on

I picked the poison when I had the love