Contemplatin' Lyrics

Yeah

Just some things I need to get off my chest

Cause right now

Life's gotten all kinds of crazy n' shit

You know what I'm sayin'?

Look

I be contemplatin' my life choices at 19 years old

By the time I'm done I'm grown old

Living this fuckin' fantasy life that I fabricate in my mind

Til the end of time is all I know

All my peers have grown up workin their jobs

And I just stick with my dreams making sure it ain't lost

I be holding onto my childish innocence

While my teenager counterparts be getting intimate

This reality got me all kinds of fucked up

Like that time when I came up with "Shut Tha Phuck Up"

Now these kids be looking up to me like "what's up?"

Now I gotta set an example for these youngstas

By putting them on the right path in life like I did

When I grabbed the mic then time passes by

Then I remember writing rhymes at the slide

And chilling with the one thats by my side past the night

You know what I'm sayin'?

And now

I be on the brink of falling into addictions

But I've always gotta be strong never be inching

Towards the right itch to be itching 'cause before

I know it it'll be my own fucking grave I be digging

Gotta be better than that and I know that's a matter of fact

This shit is bigger than rap don't call it cap

This ain't the Cat in the Hat you rappers going out

your own way to play with them gats and think you're all that

Truth be told it's not a fuckin' game to be played

As if we're jogging our history through memory lane

I'm strategizing like my name was Emory Tate

'Cause I be losing faith that someone does that ever again

I'm exaggerating but this shit is serious still

You might just take it all as it is 'cause clearly you will

Ponder on a decision that affects your longevity

Whether you come up living dead or mentally ill

You know what I'm sayin'?

Yeah

Sometimes this world is like a maze to be conquered

And for those who want to make it out

Y'all gotta go out there and make it happen

And come out as the best version of yourself

And as always

Until next time