StubbornPride Lyrics

They said that pride is what caused the angels to fall

And a grateful heart is the beginning of greatness

My life is like a movie and God is Scorsese

Washed in the blood of a lamb as a baby

Grew up a sinner, pure soul, got rabies

Raised by the wolves and the lions who saved me

Fire from the dragon burns deep to recreate me

Rebirth of the phoenix, escaping where my fate reads

Past dark, and cloudy, got my future looking hazy

Tryna get my flowers before I'm pushing up daisies

Hard to ask for help cause I don't trust no one else

Yelled down on my knees and I'm feeling unwell

Most these nights I don't sleep and it's damaging my health

Guess my crowning achievement if I kill myself

I really can't complain, I created this hell

Think the monsters are my friends cause they know me so well

At least the demons won't pretend, they can never keep it real

Tried to talk to God, no reception in my cell

Always taking shots got of a collection of my shells

I was really in the field thinking pain equals love

See, that was back then, but the new me leveled up

Still looking in the mirror, crying, hating my guts

Wish I understood why I can't feel love

But I'm focused on building my castle

I fantasize, nose diving off of this scaffold

My own worst enemy and it's a constant battle

Subconscious, traumatized, hearing that gavel

Mama disappointed cause her baby boy a rascal

Betrayed by my shadow, best believe it left me baffled

Self-sabotage, snakes camouflage

Lost my momentum and destroyed the fuselage

When you hate yourself, it's easy losing to the odds

Note to my conscience, you can cheer me on if I fall from the top

Self-love is my opps, ha

Stub-stubborn with my pride

Hiding my pain, won't allow me to fly

Allow-low-low, won't allow me to fly

Hiding my pain, won't allow me to fly

Stub-stubborn with my pride

Hiding my pain, won't allow me to fly

Allow me to fly

Allow-low-low, won't allow me to fly

Stubborn with my pride

Won't allow me to fly

Bust-a-Rhyme Class_Sick you the new legend to the fall of

Death got your number, before you pick up, check the call log

Party hard, start a brawl, treat a war like Mardi Gras

Keep awards, won't absorb your fake applause

Turn the trauma into currency, become an oligarch

When no one is around, that's when I fall apart

All the memories of these vivid scenes

Trembles knees to the homies who's deceased that'll never get to see

This epic odyssey achieved with your energy

Take a second just to think what could be

I'm the vigilante vilified during hard times

Same when they call on, when they heart cry

I'm barely back alive from the dark side

Keep the negativity away, that's apartheid

Live a moral life, become immortalized, fortified

What's inside, coincide, just how cordial I

Gotta keep the peace like the crimes organized

Grind my whole life, still a diamond in dirt

Changed cause the homies can't ride in my hearse

Designer won't work, I don't vibe for the perks

And my vice is the worst, cause advice is not heard

Appreciate love, but I'm blinded at first

I'm still learning my worth, and to place myself first

And the way I get drive will disgrace the chauffeur

But got wings so I fly, just to look down on earth

Stub-stubborn with my pride

Hiding my pain, won't allow me to fly

Allow me to fly

Stubborn with my pride

Hiding my pain, won't allow me to fly

Allow me to fly