THAT OLD FAMILIAR LENS Lyrics

So what does this mean

Why am I back here again

Looking through my life with that old familiar Lens

I'm getting so damn tired of coming back round Here

Every time I say it's the last time, a vain hope Out of fear

Is this my life Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

Im tired of all these chains

So what do I do

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit

Is anyone really happy

Just a question I've got i in my head

Or are we all just saving face against a life That's total shit

They call it the pursuit of happiness

Something we gotta chase

Sometimes it feels like I've shown up a day late For that race

Is this my life Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

Im tired of all these chains

So what do I do

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit

I'm dancing in the shadows, under the moon's Soft glow

Whispers of hope, where does it hide, I don't Know

The echoes of laughter, they seem so far away,

Lost in the maze, yearning for the light of day.

Is this my life Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

Im tired of all these chains

So what do I do

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit