That Old Familiar Lens Lyrics

So what does this mean?

Why am I back here again?

Looking through my life with that old familiar lens

I'm getting so damn tired of coming back round here

Every time I say it's the last time - a vain hope out of fear

Is this my life? Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

I'm tired of all these chains

So what do I do?

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit

Is anyone really happy?

Just a question I've got in my head

Or are we all just saving face against a life that's total shit?

They call it the pursuit of happiness

Something we gotta chase

Sometimes it feels like I've shown up a day late for that race

Is this my life? Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

Im tired of all these chains

So what do I do?

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit

I've danced in shadows, under the moon's soft glow,

Whispers of hope, where does it hide, I don't know.

The echoes of laughter, they seem so far away,

Lost in this maze, yearning for the light of day

Is this my life? Is there something I change

Im tired of being this fucking mess

Im tired of all these chains

So what do I do?

How can I break free of this

I'm crying to myself more than I'd like to admit