Love Is Misleading (version Nomeee) Lyrics

Talktotransformer LOVE IS MISLEADING

Love is misleading, love gets in the way, love works against

Love makes life hard, love isn't truth, love hides

It cheats,it lies, it hurts, it destroys

But love is a bridge

One that bridges over the hate, the confusion, the fight, the words not spoken

Love is full of hope, love is trust

It speaks, it gives, it forgives, it comforts, it protects

It's the reason we keep trying

The why's, the I love you's

The hold you hold on to the roof

Love does not stop and look back

Love sees the darkness, love doesn't leave

Love always stays, love does not fall, love keeps trying

Love will win, love always keeps going

Love is long and slow, love has no timeline

Love is not a show, love is never anything but

Love is different, love makes life worth living

Love is true, love is good, love is real

Love will never ever fail, love has a future

Love is joyful, love is real, love is truth

Love is love, but those words those same words, I whisper as I go to bed, the tears finally rolling down my cheeks

I never listen to them

I always want to believe the better words

I never trust the words that speak of pain about life

About love, about the light

I sit with my back to the door

I eat my food, I listen to my music

I smile, I laugh, I think, I think I will always do that

But tonight, tonight, tonight

I hear the words, tonight I know

I stand up, I walk towards the door

I look into my broken reflection

I look into my shattered heart, I grab my bag

I make my way downstairs out the door into the night

I get in my car, I hit the gas, I don't know how to live

I know what I have been missing

The pain in love, the utter helplessness of not being able to control what has happened in my life

I miss the rain, I miss the clarity of rainbows

I miss the sweet cool breeze of change that reminds you the world isn't broken beyond repair

I miss the blue sky, the view

The chance to start again

I miss fresh sheets, the scent of rain, I miss my cat

I miss everything about who I am

What I have lost, what I am missing

I am too scared to write this I think there are many reasons

My fingers are shaking, my heart is pounding

I am fighting the tears I don't want them

I have spent today angry, pissed off and hurt

And my hands were shaking

I thought about just not writing this blog

I thought I should not bring everyone down

But tonight I am not me, I am vulnerable

I have shared all of these things with those that I trust the most

It is my turn to share, my turn to tell you how I feel

Tonight I was walking home from my chiropractors office

My knee was hurting, it had been hurting all day

But I have been exercising, I have been walking a lot

Tonight my knee was hurting, I was walking fast

I got to the stairs, fumbled up them

Laid my hand on the railing to stop myself from falling

I thought, as I kept my gaze on the stairs, I could see down into the darkness, into the shadows of the ground floor

I wondered, I wondered how many people were hiding in the darkness

How many were waiting for me, waiting to jump on me

It had been almost a year, I couldn't let that happen

But as I got to the top, I stopped

I thought, fuck it, you know what

I am not going to be afraid

I am not going to let my fear control me

There is no one there

I got my key, went in, locked the door behind me, walked into my apartment, I looked out of the window, and it had stopped raining

It was sunny and clear, there was a perfect rainbow

I walked to my room, shut the door behind me, opened my new box of tissues, and cried

I cried for the first time in a long time

I cried because I was scared

I cried because I was angry

I cried because I was tired of being scared

Tonight, tonight was a night where I just wanted to curl up into a ball and cry but I didn't

I got over my fear and I talked to myself

I screamed at myself, I told myself to stop being a fucking pussy

The fear was gone, I think that people are scared of how I am

What I have been through, what I know

They want to protect me, they want to take away the pain

They want to feel like they can protect me from it

I am scared that I am getting ahead of myself

I am scared that I am over compensating for the things that have happened to me

I am scared that I am making it worse

But I can't be afraid anymore

I can't let fear get in the way of me

Tonight, I went for a walk and it rained

I came home and my brain was quiet

I was safe

I am safe