Too real Lyrics

I still got your back even if you turn on me

'Cause how I feel everybody gone drown

I'm the one not the two ain't no converging me

We coming up and all bodies fall down

You call my phone I pick it up like baby what's the word?

I pick it up no hesitation cause you know you my girl

Ayy I been through a lot girl I don't wanna see you cry

They took advantage of your situation damn I hate they lied

Everybody around me acting like they feeling suicidal

Don't talk too much on Instagram I rather go and read a bible

They hate you when you tell the truth yeah let's talk about it

Jealousy is in the room yeah I know they talk about me

I don't wanna be around I'd rather just go and sit in silence

I really don't belong here I wonder why I'm still alive

I been on my grind at the same time I'm crying quiet

'Cause I be in my feelings I don't wanna show

If I make it to the top it's possible I might die

I been in that kennel too long They don't wanna see me win

they don't wanna see me prosper I been through some bad surgery like a doctor

Family been actin' real strange they need a Oscar

All grown actin' like some kids damn toddlers

I love all my sisters much love for my brothers

I don't give no fuck bout nobody no other

They didn't wanna believe in me until I touched them

I don't fear nobody but Allah I'm a Muslim

My bank account (hold on) Phone number long way

I was just broke dead broke I came a long way

Feeling like I'm Derez deSean I took the harder way

This generation it ain't it I want the modern way

Aye Pardon me but partially I'm afraid Stay out the way intentionally avoiding pain

They posted up on live sadly they in they grave

I told the ones I love we need to change our ways

How the fuck I get caught lacking? No

I was showing too much love laughing Whoa

Then I bounce back like what's cracking? Whoa

Spinning again catch him in traffic ohh

Ayy back in high school middle school I had on Converse

Ayy rock the latest J's and I just bought my mom a Purse

I ain't tryna flex I ain't worried about my net worth

I been on my grind for a long time I made it work

Out of all of my siblings I'm rich bitch I did it first

Hey hmm holon whoa

I been plotting on this shit I told them boys I'ma do it first

I told them they ain't wanna listen ok ok

Yeah okay okay okay lil Ellery doing em' bad

Every part of me been telling me don't go out sad

I got my left hand on that steering wheel right foot on that gas

I ain't talking Migos but I swear ima finna Takeoff

I don't know the full story but I know

I was lost looking like Dory where I go?

They skip the line they try to be before me like I'm a ghost

Like I don't exist like I ain't even human lord

I'm a big dog big fish I'm a lion

Everybody wanna blend in but they lyin

They pretend yeah they faking

Everybody hard trying

I don't understand this generation

It's kinda heartbreaking it's been hard lately

Let's take a trip out of space let's go to Mars baby

Can't grow apart put trust up in God baby

All that times I done called and you never would answer