Miss You Lyrics

I don't wanna sit in silence it's bout time that niggas speak

I ain't never get the chance so it's bout time I say my peace

Remember holding back my tears thinking crying is for the weak

Until I seen my bro ina casket, his face up on a tee

That shit fucked up my mental remember nights that I ain't even sleep

Looking up at the ceiling , reminiscing still in disbelief

I want the phone in heaven that's the only number I can't reach

I wanna talk to drilla wishing we can rap on one more beat

I wanna hear my pastor it's a different feeling when he preach

I been asking God to cut em out my life if they a leech

I been watching my surroundings taking risk ducking police

I can see matters arising I keep my distance from the beef

My mind on the money you know my money is time

You know the system corrupted see what they did to D9

Me & Lili done been through it all the reason why I call em my slime

I just wanna get one more call so I can say that I

I wanna say I miss you

They asking how I'm feeling I can't even explain it to you

Lost one of my closest friends, depression not staying sober

Watched them just push down the casket broke my heart seeing it go lower

I can't lie I'm faking smiles they can't see at my lowest

It's like soon as I grew up my life been one big roller coaster

There been hella up n downs I won't lie I'm losing focus

Know they wanna see me broke to just give up is what they hoping

Kadia why you leave me ? I just wanna hear yo voice

Free Jmoney till he free they pushing back when he got court

Kay still in his cell wishing he came home before you left

I keep rolling up tryna release this pain up out my chest

I got that call n heard you died some shit I never would have guessed

I cannot take this shit for granted in this life I know I'm blessed

Your ears gon start to bleed if you listen when confess

I put the dirt on top of her casket my heart was beat through my chest

My heart was beating through my chest

Damn

I just wish that I can get one more conversation with all y'all. So I can say that I love you and that I miss you