Dealing With Pain Lyrics

I've been going through changes

I've been feeling some things

I've been talking to strangers

I've been dealing with pain

I've been going through changes, can't get you off of my brain

I've been talking to strangers, Trying to find a way

I've been dealing with a different type of pain

The puddles keep on splashing when I'm stepping through the rain

I'm looking back at memories like damn this shit won't be the same

That's why I cannot take the chance, I'm always staying by my flame and that's fact

I've made decisions in my past but there's no one I could blame,

Made up my mind there's no one in this world you know you could change,

They stab you in your back and you won't know cause they've been cutting with blades

Gotta keep my circle small I make it out if I just play it safe

What do you gain when you lie? there ain't no shame if you cry

Cause I done dropped a couple tears for all my friends that had died

I would tell them that is love if I could see them one more time

I ain't make it yet but for all of y'all I keep on trying

I miss the times when we was wildin

Teachers telling us be silent

When it was up we chose the violence, but not the funerals with violins

Piano keys and mommas crying what I'm hearing when I'm signing in

Niggas hate to see you eating, I don't really feel like dining in

There was times it it didn't work but it didn't matter I just tried again

There was times that I was hurt aint let it show so I can shine again

I already know I put in work I take that risk at any chance

They don't know that it's game over with these cards, if I play my hand

Tryna shoot for every star, feel like that's what I'm becoming

I could break it 50-50 if I just keep it 100

I been rapping on the stage I see the flashes, shit I love it

Just to get my brothers back I'll give it up like it was nothing

I got bitches in my phone they making crazy ass assumptions

She like you don't fuck with me and I'm like shit you don't do nothing

I'ma roll this weed, smoke up in the air I keep inhaling

I'ma keep it G so I don't have to F it if I'm failing

He in that cell but I can't mail em

There's some shit I just can't tell em

Don't bring me down if I'm prevailing

I been tryna fill up my denims

Life was hard could've been better

The picture clear I hope you get it

You could quote me if I said it

Never judge em off they image

I've been going through changes

I've been feeling some things

I've been talking to strangers

I've been dealing with pain

I've been going through changes, can't get you off of my brain

I've been talking to strangers, Trying to find a way