Somnambulist ft. Allen Julius Lyrics

Afternoon evening eternal

Heart like a fist in my chest

To be honest I'm almost nocturnal

To be honest I need some rest

A gold and blue halo surrounds me

I fall to the back of my mind

A subtle suggestion confounds me:

I'm on my way home but I'm just along for the ride

To and away from the city

The ebb and the flow of the tide

All of a sudden it hits me

I've planned out a small suicide

I thought that the world might be ending

And then I thought maybe just me

But I see no use in pretending

That the ending is all that I see

I get home quarter past five

And I'm not alive

But I'll never die

I'll just be reborn

A drop in a storm

Condense and reform

Rinse and repeat

But never again

'Cause every song ends

And I can't pretend

I'm tired of singing these same songs

Why can't I be done

And write for the sun

And not for what's gone?

When nothing's to come

All that remains is more of the same

But I want to change

I want to be

I want to be

I want to be

More than an epitaph

More than a funeral dirge

More than a polygraph

More than the sum of my parts

More than my bleeding heart

More than my mind

More than a satellite

More than a star

I want to be.