cnvntnl machin3s Lyrics

Inside my own skin

I feel the shame

This place ain't heaven

But there's no place called "hell"

I said that I'd find

A reason to stay

But I'd have to go

Or things will end up the same

I'm so sorry

I know you hate me

But I couldn't care less

What you think of me

Scars might be open

But I'll swear that I'll try

And despite the anger

I just want to fight back

Hear these words

I can't keep you close

You thought me to love

How much I hate those words

How could say

And swear that I'm not

While I stood still

And rejected your thoughts

So I am sorry

I know you hate me

But I couldn't care less

What you think of me

Scars might be open

But I'll swear that I'll try

And despite the anger

I just want to fight back

I'm lighting the darkness

I crave to exist

But I am not lonely

Cause I can keep myself awake

Singing songs of forgotten hope

Just to give you an advice that we're all fucked up

And this one chance will never be the last

Cause I will never be afraid to die

Scars might be open

But I'll swear that I'll try

And despite the anger

I just want to fight back

I'm lighting the darkness

I crave to exist

But I am not lonely

Cause I can keep myself awake

And this song ain't just a metaphor

And this time this is not a lie