Rise (ONE Last Verse) Lyrics

Every second that I waste

Every moment that I taste

Every time that I want

To fucking kill myself

Is this what I want?

Is this what I have?

Why should I keep expecting

That something change my life

This is what I never wanted to say

This is what I never wanted to face

This is how I really need to feel

This is how I really want to live

I never want to say no lie

I never want a reason why

I just wanted to feel alive

Now fuck it, I just want to fucking rise

I never wanted to feel alone

This is what I'm fighting for

I won't spend more in this room

I want to feel something more

This is what I never wanted to see

This is what I never wanted to heal

This is how I really need to feel

This is how I really want to live

I never want to say no lie

I never want a reason why

I just wanted to feel alive

Now fuck it, I just want to fucking rise

Even if my life is coming to an end

I'm not even afraid of how my life spends

I will never bend, I will just defend

'Cause anyone of you had never been my fucking friends

This is not the end and I will not pretend

'Cause this time I can really really really really comprehend

I'm not gonna cry

I'm not gonna die

I'm just gonna live like I really meant to be

I won't hold my breath to die

I'm just gonna heal inside

I'm gonna be the greatest that I'll ever be

I won't feel the same no more

I'll be better than before

I'm taking one step further

I'm becoming way too stronger

This is what I never wanted to accept

This is what I never wanted to forget

This is how I really need to feel

This is how I really want to live

I never want to say no lie

I never want a reason why

I just wanted to feel alive

Now fuck it, I just want to fucking rise

And if you're standing in my way

You better know that I won't stop today

This time I really feel okay

So fuck it, this time I won't stay at bay

I'm still looking for something

That make me feel worth it

My demons are spoken

But I rather just pay no mind

When the time is left behind

And I'm finally up to fight

I'm stopping over time

But I think I can feel alive

I had enough with that I got

With the silence on my own

I don't want to crash and burn

I just want to break

So things will never change

So I will feel no pain

With the shitty life I paid

I'll be the one you hate

Once I start again

You'll try to kill me then

Not even god

Gave me a little bit of love

This is what I never wanted to save

This is what I never wanted to give

This is how I really need to feel

This is how I really want to live

I never want to say no lie

I never want a reason why

I just wanted to feel alive

Now fuck it, I just want to fucking rise

And if you're standing in my way

You better know that I won't stop today

This time I really feel okay

So fuck it, this time I won't stay at bay

But now I ask myself

If I really want to feel this way

And If this is what I think

Why am I afraid of facing it

I don't want to die

But do I want to live?

I don't want to know

I don't want to know

I don't want to think

I don't want to know

I don't want to know

I don't want to know

I don't want to rise

I don't want to know