Collisions \ Withdrawal Lyrics

Do-do-do-do-do-do

And it's fucking with me, and I can't go to sleep

And a la-da-da-da, fuck it

I hate how you command attention

Act like daddy issues give you permission

Try to seduce me into your submission

Try to abuse me at your discretion

But I became accustomed to your type

I know you like distraction and you'd rather have a fight

So I redirect my energy and give you nothing, spite

You don't know your father so you don't know what dude you like, yeah

But I still think of you,

I can't help myself and I've been holding interviews

With all these other women, I don't see the future vision

Your decision, left my pride on a crash-course collision

Now I'm sliding on these beats with these samples I've been flipping

I'm confiding in the sheets of my cheap composition

And this black book bends to my imaginary friends

And I write them all back because their stories never end,

And, you will never understand that,

I can never be just friends

The timing wasn't right and I deserve a second chance

But I stopped wasting time on a dime that doesn't spend, huh

But I still think of you,

I can't help myself and I've been holding interviews

With all these other women, I don't see the future vision

Your decision, left my pride on a crash-course collision

And if I die, what would be left?

Neither of the bitches I just mentioned

They might console my family, but dip out of the procession

How much could you care about someone you were benching?

So I'll be my own Phil Jackson,

'Til I'm rapping with that J Dilla passion

I ripped apart the game and threw away all directions

Just to unclip my wings and understand my reflection, huh

So I don't think of you

I can't help myself and I've been holding interviews

With all these other women, fuck a future vision

Your decision let me own up to myself and to my mission

"I'm really in love with that girl, I really like that girl, man. But, she's like a free bird. She doesn't have home, she doesn't have… She doesn't want to be attached with no one, and I understand that. But, what's the point of meeting with a person that, whose mindset, is like, "I'll never be attached with no one in that moment of my life."? And it's like, I understand it, but, man."

I'm on my Spanish shit, I got seafood plates

They don't have tacos, that's a different place. I thought my mom

Took my cigarettes away, but I found them in my special…. (I said)

Thought someone stole them, nothing new today, and life's too short for

Lots of shit, but life without you's feeling long as fuck

Empty cup, coming down from off you, so withdrawal's up

Fucking sucks, told you how I felt, but it was not enough

Now I'm hard to get, it's anonymous, I'm thinking like,

Like, do you even think about me?

Do you ever think about me?

Is it that you still think about me?

Do you even think about me?

Because you threw me in the trash bin

And now I'm just a has-been

And you asked me how I've been,

Uhhhhh, I guess I'm great, thanks for asking

And did you find what you were looking for?

Because left me self-conscious

I did the same to you before

You pride yourself on being honest

"You know, I'm still…"