God is Real Lyrics

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Unlock my closet, the skeletons come alive at night

Night at the Museum, I see them, just when I close my eyes

Demons, how do you beat them? I feed them, I used to plant

And reseed them, I used to invite them to parties,

I had them hanging from ceilings, 'til they overstayed their visit

Came in quick and built a divot, Gabby Douglas, just a mental gymnast

Balance beam, I learned to pivot, fuck all my bad decisions,

Contemplate some metaphysics, that's how I handle business

My momma told me that my maker had it made for me

My momma told me midnight dreams, God's epiphanies

But feelings, misdemeanors and felonies, disagreements and

Penalties, changed my brain up, chemically, now my thoughts egregious

I channeled Jesus, but I stopped subscription

I can't pay up, I'm a stingy fuck, rhyming 'til my time is up

Put value on some priceless stuff, I got Medusa touch

But if it's a beat and such, I mix the wine and water up

My identity is nothing but anomaly

I can't find it, I've been climbing up some Redwood trees

So, if God is real, then why'd he leave me be?

Am I what he intends to be? Is that who I want to be?

I know that God is real because of all these texts from my mother

Get in touch with my spiritual, get in touch with your brother

Western civilization, this next generation will suffer

Until the Earth's reversed through earthquakes and thunder

Unlock my closet, it's smoke-filled and mirror-mazed,

Shoebox of letters, no writer's block, un-paraphrased

Break it open, they're guilt-filled and victim-blamed

Depression, anxiety, how my anger has been untamed

But fuck that, I broke through the lock, it was well-maintained (Damn)

I threw a rock and the glass shattered from the window pane

Jumped out the bitch, it was four stories, forever changed (Huh)

Lit the match, a lucky strike, set the house ablaze

I understand that my former self survived the flames

I found out and whipped off my belt, because rage remained

To choke his ass, I was hauling ass, found him restrained

I strangled him, I mangled him, but nothing came

Then he smiled, because I realized that I found my pain

I couldn't kill him, because without him, wouldn't be the same

I cracked my skull and slid dividers inside my fucking brain

And dapped him up because my mind and body are different things

My identity is nothing but anomaly

I can't find it, I've been climbing up some Redwood trees

So, if God is real, then why'd he leave me be?

Am I what he intends to be? Is that who I want to be?

I know that God is real because of all these texts from my mother

Get in touch with my spiritual, get in touch with your brother

Western civilization, this next generation will suffer

Until the Earth's dispersed through earthquakes and thunder

Until the earth's coerced through earthquakes and thunder

"Yeah, fucking great! So nice man, so nice…"