Falling Back Lyrics

Falling back into sin

Got the devil grinning

It's Dog eat dog

I'm fighting with some hella bitches

Worn to bits

My Patient wears thin to existence

Torn within

Then I'm walking home with all these stitches

High of a zoot

So they're energy couldn't bring me down

Only relate to the tunes

That you hear me blaring out

Alone in a full room

Feeling that I don't fit the crowd

Respect over money there's no exchanging a fair amount

I see the change in everyone that I'm seeking out

Drama tied around me like a dressing gown

Unless I'm on a riddim I don't make a sound

I sit in silence trynna drown the noise that I surround in or

I'm in studio with Jam

Putting pictures up to frame

To fully hear me out

They got it play it loud when I explain

Took a different route when I lost myself

I'm weighing up my options balancing peace and wealth

I gotta get away

Forget about yesterday

Set the pace

Step correct before my issues quickly escalate

It's either stay depressed learn to go my separate way

So many ups & downs and I find it hard to level straight

In a mental state

I lost my drive like an Escalade

Everything's a lie so I investigate

Looking for any sign just to end this chase

Free your mind the cost of life is the time you waste

Hope I segregate to heavens gate

And I pray he knows our name

So through his mercy let us levitate

I'm pushing through these weeks to see a better day

I'd try to reach for you but only do once I medicate

I remain trying for the people that I breathe around

I stay quiet cuz there's things I can't speak about

Looking back on some achievements I ain't even proud

Trynna reel the ps in cuz I'm scheming ways to make it out

Struggling to sleep now

Thugging through the next phase

To fully hold it down

I had to start by cutting dead weight

I used to care what man thought

That alone was a headache

Spotting frauds on the platform

Made move to the next stage

Cuz Penny for my thoughts

Ain't enough to get my debts paid

I've been holding onto pain

But Ride it out like a Segway

Chose to start from scratch

There's something faulty in these templates

No superman on my back

So I found my own escape

Comfy on my lonelies

I set my target then roll deep

Rather stay ahead of time instead of wasting it on rollies

I only pray to Christ

Trynna follow what he shows me

By Living a new life

I've been deading off the old me

It's Hell on earth

Still I'm searching for sacred grounds

Raised in an area I'm out of bounds

I'm from a place where deception depicts our town

So Reality just got me questioning what real is now