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I lost touch of everything that I conjured

Gave my heart to the wrong one

Lost faith cuz of problems

Disobeyed as an option

I need space when I'm on one

The weed might mess with my head but i still choose that over any concoction

The world's poisonous enough, and I'm somewhat overly toxic

Can't avoid the opps then it be known

Cut man short for your growth

There's money outside to bring home

That's when I chose studio over road

That fire insides the reason I glow

I set a light any beat that I smoke

Wet wipes like him get soaked

Riddims I rip it like sounds of a toad

Just from the bars I wrote

I bought heat in the room like a radiator

I asked Jesus take the wheel I couldn't carry that drive with infiltrators

I knew things weren't adding up when man would underestimate us

Wanna send shots? That steel on your chest might shock you no defibrillator

I watch for the snakes when the serpent summons, it could be someone that I love

Stomaching pain like pregnant woman imagine that mad feeling in your gut

How could I abandon Gods plan on demand so in the process I trust

I may blow anytime this year any day could be my month

Caught in my feelings weeping

Dancing in the rain was a step up

Life's a bitch trynna make me quit

But my odds in this won't let her

Oh so quiet, cold and tired

Didn't see no change in the weather

Still out here riding, overexcited

I can see change for the better

Some might call me monster

But comfort comes after conquer I wanna live

Long enough to survive this hunger, leave on a high note like opera

Walk your worth, treadmills in the trench to say it worked out long run

I look back and reflect on how I turned out

Not everyone else gets a shot where I come from

There's not enough heads in the world that compare my amount of blessings

Moving restless, how can I break down at a time like this

I can't count on being wreckless

Just been overseas and came back with another potential

Now I can't rest til I see everyone eating

Comfortably breathing

But while I'm out here back home I pray everyone's cool back there

Unless your respectful, your life's detrimental, soul might fly in the air

Everyone's out to buy love cuz we're used to being cheated on a fare

Everyone gos on a about "I" but still prang when everyone stares

Diamond in the dirt

Stuck between a rock and a hard place

Trynna live good on my hard days, weary

I find myself distancing God every time I ask myself where's he

Am I loved for me or just used for certainties cuz

I've seen friends that can rob your values, what's up with that burglary I was