NIGHTMARE BLUNT ROTATION Lyrics

Yeah I don't dream, I do nightmares

I cut and bleed, cause my home is a death chair

I wanna be me but I end up being mean

I just wanted to be free but the chains are too tight here

Yeah, all I see are damn nightmares

I cut and bleed, I'm alone in my death chair

You can hear me scream but since you are full of greed

You dont understand me, you dont care who's in the right here, yeah

Man, aint nobody left here

I am sitting right where I started to decypher my part in this reel

Sometimes it will feel like I'm dying

And the other times I dont even feel like I'm real

I dont understand what I am supposed to do

Far away I stand, though I am so close to you

Cant seem to comprehend what my heart is demanding

I thought that we were friends cause my soul flows to you

What a strange piece of land, A pretence of advancement

Brains backwards that aint crap worth

Imma need your hand for an attemt at enhancement

Grain bags wont help the world

I know what is gonna happen if I close my eyes

I don't wanna hear your words if you can't hear me cry

You don't care! You're not even going to try

I know how it ends, how I'm even going to die

What I find in my mind is a line of my own traps

Don't remind that I'm full of crap

Don't define if I'm this or that

Don't refine what your heart designs, now let your soul align

I'm a mastermind, now I can figure this out

Reconsider my routes and then disfigure my doubts

I do with or without, now I can see it in me

Who I play on the outside with the spirit in me

See, my mind goes fast like a jacked out Ferrari

Not supposed to last cause it's a deal made in hurry

See-through is my soul like a bottle of Backardi

I dont need alcohol, it just makes me retarded

My own blood is enough- anxiety on steroids

Like my heart's iPhone and my mind's Android

This is where definitions stand wrong

This is where ditch my mind, man I go beyond

It burns inside to come back to my senses

Can not seem to define what my strength is

Unfit state of the mind and my conscience

Disregard all the signs of my chances

Love or die, aint no fucking choices here

Look it or deny, everything's corrosive here

Every minute that I breathe is just torturous

Every second that I bleed has to justify the need of a prayer

I don't dream, I do nightmares

I cut and bleed, cause my home is a death chair

I wanna be me but I end up being mean

I just wanted to be free but the chains are too tight here

Yeah, all I see are damn nightmares

I cut and bleed, I'm alone in my death chair

You can hear me scream