AS OF LATELY Lyrics

Yuh, lately I ride in the rain

Stick with a clip and a hollow to go through my brain

Pills that I snort or I swallowed been up in my veins

Keeping me open with sorrow or fill me with hate

Hold to me with our time borrowed but please don't be late

Cuz I might not make it to tomorrow

Aye

All I've got left is my heart bro

But I've been heart broken

And I'm still choking on the dope

Toking 'till I cannot feel

I thought I was chosen

And I'm still hoping

But it feels hopeless

So I smoke a new strain

Contemplating, am I going insane

Cuz all this life's been is a mystery

Tryna stay tough and not let this shit get to me

If it's not you, then the rest of it's history

Misery playing it's part

Trapped in the dark in my room

I been miserably killing me

Self destruct me

Always been on my self corruption

Interrupted by folks who aren't feeling me

Know what you meant to me

But I've been lost coping

While my heart churning

And my stomach turning

While my words slurring

But I keep that dark potion pouring up into my cup

Help's me stay focused

Otherwise, I might lose sight of what's been important

Reach for my hand while my heart been pouring

Cuz I'll love you 'till the end of time and on and...

Yeah it goes on and on and on

Hoping I get to you with this song

And maybe you'll learn the words and sing along

But loving me now feels so wrong

Doesn't it girl

Bet that you feel like it

I been tryna fight it

But I know that you done

Been decided

You're better without me

And no, you don't hide it

But all that could change

Don't wanna cope

Put me back in range

I know I'm the same

I just been going through some things

But all that could change

Don't wanna cope

Put me back in range

I swear I'm the same

I just been going through the fucking rain