dying of old age at 29 Lyrics

Hiking through the forest

Reaching a new clearing

Suddenly surrounded

And everybody is cheering

Kick me in the head and I fall to my knees

Killing me and leaving me alone with the trees

I keep having this dream where I am pissing myself

Over and over and over again

I wake up and it's also real

I keep dreaming that I'm going to die

How the fuck have I made it this far

I get upset and I shut down

It makes me resent myself

For holding me back

Twenty nine years into it

And I'm still learning how to let go

Of things I was afraid of when I thought I was a man

Wake me up

Please wake me up