Fuck that Noise Lyrics

The sheer magnitude of the universe makes me anxious

I've got like two or three different weights of my blankets

To minimize the overwhelming feeling

Like it's all in my head

And it can get to be so much, so much, so much so that

I'm always this close to a total breakdown

Wondering if I'd be missed if I was not around

Then slapping myself figuratively across my face

Because those dark thoughts don't feel like home to me

And I am crying in my bedroom on a Saturday night

With so much time on my hands but with no soul in sight

And everyone just tells me enjoy your alone time Alexa

Dude, I've got more alone time than I know what the fuck to do with

Seriously I've seen a lot of movies by myself

And this is getting so, getting so, getting so damn ridiculous

And I am so, I am so, I am so, I am so damn particular

About everything, I overthink, understatement of the year

What is normal considered these days?

But fuck that noise

Fuck all that drama with ignorant boys

Fuck all that death and destruction I hear on the news

Fuck the state of the world, since it's always confusing that noise

Will drive you insane if you give it the choice

Why is it hurting me

It's always hurting me

I wish I weren't me,

Wai Wai Wai Wai Wait

I love myself

This world is made of atoms and I am out of my mind

Held captive by the sneaking suspicion that I'm out of time

After reading all these books that tell us thoughts can be a crime

Arrest me now since I am guilty

Should put me away for life

Can't seem to keep my mouth closed

While my heart is here wide open

Double jeopardy, you can't break what's already been broken

Two roads they diverged, and I followed the most chosen

Then went back on my decision since well...fuck it

I'm a human when it comes to the day to day operations

I'm alien when forced in unwanted social situations

I am extrovert and introvert all rolled up into one

You'd think a constant state of split persona would be more fun

Then my thoughts start to wander to people I'll never meet

Think it's time to diagnose my adult ADHD

It's common in women to never know what they need

But just a little more sunshine, and a lot more weed

So silence all the critics, give yourself those five stars

You're the only one who knows what it took to be where you are

Manifest all that good in every chamber of your heart

Don't let one review do so much damn damage

So fuck that noise

Fuck all that drama with ignorant boys

Fuck all that death and destruction I hear on the news

Fuck the state of the world, since it's always

Confusing that noise

Oh that noise

Made another mistake

Not much more I can take

I'm praying for sanity for sanity's sake

Through all that noise

Check check can you hear me

I'm singing to you

I'm singing to you