TRYING Lyrics

Ever since I was a kid, I think my faith been weak

Ever since that smell of smoke hit my heart so deep

That fire burning next door, haunting me in my sleep

Thought I would burn to death, every night I couldn't find peace

The first time I realized that this life had some speed

That tomorrow wasn't promised and I struggled to breathe

At the thought of all that craziness, then fear took over me

And I began to lose my faith in all the things I couldn't see

Lord, I'm sorry, I'm tryna give you my all

But my head spins, all these questions, every single time

I can't see what's going on

And I pray that someday it'd all change

And maybe I could be strong

Stop the stressin, feeling restless, every single time

I can't see what's going on

Oh, I pray that my faith would find strength

I know I need to stop always fearing the unknown

I wish that stupid F word would just leave me alone

I've been praying that he would, I'm not a slave to his stones

When my father's in the room, he's got no choice but to go

I'm tired of my faith being on the down low

I'm ready for some change, Lord, I want my faith to grow

I wanna move mountains, but can't do this on my own

Oh, I hope you hear my cry, Lord, I'm done being broke

All of these things that I can't control

Eat me alive, take hope from my soul

And I can not take it, I feel like a fool

For my unbelief when I know that you roll

Over my fear and over my doubt

Over my pain when I can't shrug it out

You are my strength when I'm down on the ground

Why would I worry when you are my hope?

I'm tryna give you my all

But my head spins, all these questions

Every single time, I can't see what's going on

And I pray that someday it'd all change

And maybe I could be strong

Stop the stressing, feeling restless

Every single time, I can't see what's going on

Oh, I pray that my faith would find strength

I'm tryna give you my all

But my head spins, all these questions

Every single time, I can't see what's going on

And I pray that someday it'd all change

And maybe I could be strong

Stop the stressing, feeling restless

Every single time, I can't see what's going on

Oh, I pray that my faith would find strength

I'm trying to give you my all

But my head spins, all these questions

Every single time, I can't see what's going on

And I pray that someday it'd all change