CHOKE ft. Atrxx Lyrics

What do you see when you die

I thought nobody would know

I thought nobody could show me

The truth of why I'm alive

A life full of lies, but i saw the sky

In the marrow of terrible silence

Forever to cage me with thoughts full of violence

The festering flesh of my past in the mirror

A pestering buzz and it calls me a sinner

Oh what have i done, see withering roses

Blot out the sun, black apotheosis

Make it undone I'm stuck in hypnosis

Pray to a god with eyes of a locust

Im slipping under the wave, losing focus

Making decisions based off my emotion

Whatever terrible things they have told me

I vow that I'll never let them control me

Please don't go you lied to me

Stay quiet now stop talking

I'm locked in a cell with all my fiends

They drink my blood

And just won't let me breathe

Uhh god damn it is over, my life

Lived it's finest now I couldn't care less if I died

See your eyes and I cannot really see who am I

Feel your mind, black blood streaming

Straight to my heart yeah

Blacked out deep in your mind it is leaking

Tears red blood knees deep I'm seeking

Hold me tight push down make me feel it

It's all in your mind

Bitch call me insane, insane

Hold back my name, You're mine

Crawl back on your knees like a child

Feel it burst, feel it spark, the same time

Yeah I think, I've lost my mind

Who am I

Please don't go you lied to me

Stay quiet now stop talking

I'm locked in a cell with all my fiends

They drink my blood

And just won't let me

Breathe

Oh my god I fucking hate this