Somnia Lyrics

I need to sleep, drift away

Rest my eyes, slow decay

When i die, what remains

Of the life I have had

Will you see who i was

Or just wonder who i am

Will you remember my name

Or just put me in a grave

I see the look , in your eyes

Telling me to relax

But these lines that i write

They are all that i have

See if i just break and take a stop now

I don't think i'll get back up again

Can't slow down thats why I'm always pacing

Like a poltergeist that's out of patience

Drowning in the deep

Silence bittersweet

I just want some peace

I just want to *sleep*

Ghosts on the walls

They talk to me when im awake

They tell me there is no escape

Lungs full of hate, perpetually in a race

To try to be somebody else

I'm paralyzed by apparitions that bear my face

That pull me away

And promise the next hit will take the pain

They say that again and again and again

Man if younger me could see myself right now

I wonder what he would be thinking

Is he proud of the man i've become

And Is he glad that i am still breathing

It cost me a lot to be here today

Deep inside i'm still broken

But i'm happy that he didn't fall that day

For his sake i cannot be stopped

Drowning in the deep

Darling don't you weep

I just found my peace

I just fell asleep