NO_ACCESS Lyrics

I never thought I would find you

I never thought that it could be true

Nobody ever understood

How could I think that you ever would

I didn't dream when I called you

This time I think that I might get through

Thought there was nobody like you

Never believed that I could be too

I can't believe this is me

I won't continue losing

Sight of the moment

Got to hold onto something

When it's so fleeting

Tiny victories are so

Vital when all the odds are stacked against people like us

And the irony of handicap rules isn't lost

Can't let it tear us apart

Losing my mind like a rampant AI

I'd call it call rock bottom but it's a high

Self-referentially spiralling I'm

Always on the brink of falling inside

Felt like a dream when you saw me

Inside myself but not you're not in me

I was resigned it couldn't be

Only alone was I ever free

How do I learn to accept that

They fed me lies every chance they had

That I was inherently bad

Now I know why and it makes me...

But I won't blame them

They don't understand

I've got to get back to

Myself - now I can

Losing my mind like a rampant AI

I'd call it call rock bottom but it's a high

Self-referentially spiralling I'm

Always on the brink of falling inside