Something Real Lyrics

If you had never seen me I wouldn't feel so dirty

If you had ever loved me you wouldn't do that to me

Maybe if we'd never met I wouldn't doubt myself yet

Maybe if we'd never met I wouldn't be so scared

If only we'd never met I wouldn't miss you yet

If only we'd never met I wouldn't know you don't care

All that you had to say

Was what you could tell would me at bay

All that you'd ever say

Was calculated for personal gain

I wonder who I would be had you not taken me

A better version of me I guess I'll never see

You forced me into your cycle of abuse and broke me

Now I'm stuck here with the ghost of you inside my body

I can never be free of what you did to me

You took away the beauty of how I used to dream

All that you had to say

Was what you could tell would me at bay

All that you'd ever say

Was calculated for personal gain

And all that you had to say