Blood On My Hands Lyrics

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Life after death, made me immortal

Ink in my flesh, tally the totals

God made me blessed, can't break my motives

At war with demons, can't get control of them

I'm havin' visions, just comin' clean

Like it's the ring, crawled through the screen

Guardin' my spirit, fought through the madness

Whispers I hear em, it's not imagined

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

I sit and scribble in my pad all the thoughts that I had

It's like the butterfly effect, how I'm relivin' the past

Usin' distance as a mask on an emotionless fast

I think in rhymes to expand on convos I've never had

Every time I pen a verse, it's like I'm buildin' a path

Buried poems into the earth until I split it in half

My only refuge has been found in this music I have

We all stray away from God until we're feelin' the wrath

Yeah

I close my eyes and touch both palms and to Lord I pray

I've done evil, I've hurt people, can't lift the weight

It's hard to hear you, the mirror's echo can't hide my face

And at a risin' rate, I'm losin' things that I can't replace

Reminiscin' steps that I can't retrace

Livin' with a pain that I won't embrace

I'm nonchalant in a frozen state

Before I hurt you, I'll desert you, that was just in case

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse

Sometimes I just wanna, fall off the grid

I shed so many tears, I met my end

Know I was livin' wrong, don't count my sins

Got blood on both my hands, it's hard to rinse