Destructive Nature Lyrics

Praying right to angels

Im angry and been unstable

Im labeled as avoidive

From people thats at my table

A negative depiction

About me is I'm unable

To exceed the expectations

Of people like

Im a fable

Understand the lyrics

Im coming from insecure

Im reassured

But in religion

Im failing to read the word

Like am I speaking

Too much on Jesus

Am I absurd

It seems like every

Step that Im taking

I gotta learn

Im seems like every

Breath that Im breathing

I gotta burn

The booth Im putting power

He placing it in the World

The truth is

I been sour in multiple

Things I do

Cuz Im afraid

That Ill explode

And be leading into a

stuck in my

Destructive na-ture

Im tryna find a living

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful,

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable,

Im slippin and

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

I'm waiting with this patience

But its all going wrong

And I been dreaming

Feel the devils breath

Its all on my arm

Pray to God that I can make it

In this life full of harm

And I been slipping now

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature,

Im tryna find a living

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable

Im slippin and

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

I'm waiting with this patience

But its all going wrong

And I been dreaming

Feel the devils breath

Its all on my arm

Pray to God that I can make it

In this life full of harm

And I been slipping now Im

Im stuck in my

Destructive na-ture

Im tryna find a living-

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable

Im slippin and

I feel like Ima coward

Im constantly giving up

Im seeing all these demons in mental

My Eyes Shut

Im lucky or Im blessed

Im the battles I gotta face

Like am I lucky with his grace

Or is that

Just a contradiction,

Im missing in my actions

Of growing and honest living

Im socially rejective

Im hiding inside my room

I guess that Im a kid

That the media has consumed

I feel like its a shame

Cuz Im trying to keep it cool

Broken and I bring it together

Abundant pain

And peter picked a

Peck of peppers

Im picking a peck

Of Poetry

Showing my description

Of lowest in all the notes

And knowing music

Gonna flow

When Im scoping

Up on

The beat again

Seated in a studio

Writing in all

I mean within

Im speaking tense

Im screaming

Cuz even

When things are clean

Its like I always find

A Deeper

Pain creeping

That I must see again

God I wonder

Why do you leave me

Inside this deep within

Maybe Im just

Wasting my time

When Im writing music

This life is so confusing

A people really abuse it

I feel like Im alone

In the days where Im being open

I later get rejected

Emotions

Will start exploding

My skin is really thin

So reacting is whats within

Don't understand

The challenges

Facing away from sin

Im writing this

To show you

My prayer is still a struggle

I still am preaching Jesus

And knowing he really loves you

I never get a break

From the battles I gotta face

These people

Wanna see me at war

With my mental state

I never get a break

From the battles I gotta face

These people

Wanna see me at war

With my mental

Stuck in my

Destructive nature

Im tryna find a living

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable

Im slippin and

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

I'm waiting with this patience

But its all going wrong

And I been dreaming

Feel the devils breath

Its all on my arm

Pray to God that I can make it

In this life full of harm

And I been slipping now Im

Thinking bout the future

And Im

I'm obsessing over issues

That are not

Gonna last

I afraid of whats to come

And so I wait

Till it pass

Its a way to

Calm my brain

But its a shame

That I crash

My anxiety is creeping

Its a pain

In my stash

I be hiding in my bed

And then Im

Moving too fast

I been backwards

In my balance

And my mental been trash

Everybody hiding

Really idolizing

The cash

Its American controlling

In mechanical mash

Im a product

Of this heated type of

Issue we face

Not defeated

Cuz another day

Im born

With his grace

Im grateful

For everything

I got

Cuz I could not have a place

And even through

All the destruction

I been blessed

Where I stay

And even through

My lack of function

He's still making a way

And even

While Im in this hospital

I think of the day

Where we could see us

All a peace

And better days

In our fate

I know that Ima get some hate

But thats okay

Cuz Im made

To be a vessel

With the strength

To make it through this

Today

I know that Ima get some hate

But thats okay

Cuz Im made

To be a vessel

With the strength

To make it through this

Today

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

Im tryna find a living

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable

Im slippin and

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

I'm waiting with this patience

But its all going wrong

And I been dreaming

Feel the devils breath

Its all on my arm

Pray to God that I can make it

In this life full of harm

And I been slipping now

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

Im tryna find a living

Of disposing of hatred

A menace in my mentally

Deported of painful

I fallen in a fable

Of predicted unstable

Im slippin and

Im stuck in my

Destructive nature

I'm waiting with this patience

But its all going wrong

And I been dreaming

Feel the devils breath

Its all on my arm

Pray to God that I can make it

In this life full of harm

And I been slipping now Im