BREAK UP SONG Lyrics

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I knew it had to end, eventually

And I agree with the things you said

And all the things I didn't

I still understand your sentiment

Your pain is valid

I made mistakes, but

That shit was challenging

Crazy how quick it all vanished out of sight

You turned to anguish and to spite

One moment you care for me

Next, you wish for my demise

And that hurts

And then you call me a misogynist

Because of my philosophy

That sex should be monogamous?

And blame me for my jealousy?

That's fucking hypocrisy

I thought that you of all wouldn't judge my insecurity

I thought that you of all would understand

How I felt like less of a man

Once I knew that you had sex with

Most of your friends

Once I knew that you had sex with

So many other men

That looked a lot like me

That shit had me questioning

Was I just another one?

Another name to the list

You'll forget when the summer comes?

Now I'm just another ex

To blame in your trauma dumps

You're right, I'm insensitive

I was selfish in recklessness

I didn't realize that I would lose you in an instant

But you didn't give me time,

You were short on forgiveness and that hurt

I didn't realize that I would lose you in an instant

But you didn't give me time,

You were short on forgiveness and that hurts

And it still feels like this could have been avoided

I would you took a second to be calm before the moment

If I had just decided not to meet you out for lunch

I wouldn't have said those shitty things

That went and punctured out your lungs

I wish that when I said the wrong things=

You would tell me to my face

Instead of acting okay

Until it was too late

I wish

I wasn't high when you called me that night

I was gone

I couldn't write to you the things I really meant

So my texts were misread

And my words were caught in spite

Tears shed on my bed

Same bed where you had slept

A couple days before the end

Wish you woulda slept a few more nights

A few more dates

A few less fights

And now you fucking hate me

But trust me I tried

I wish you gave me the chance

To go and right my wrongs

I wish I coulda this to your face

Instead of writing a song

But you wouldn't give me the time of day

Instead you ended things while you were drunk

And emotional on-call

I wish our breakup

Coulda transpired in person

I wish you woulda told me

What was wrong before it worsened

I wish you didn't call when I was far from being sober

And blame me for being slower

And berate me out of nowhere

Cuz on text it's hard to tell

When you're angry and wanting closure

I thought that we were closer

I thought you wouldn't give up

As soon as things got hard

I didn't know you'd lose composure

And hate me for my ignorance

For things you always holstered

You didn't tell me your issues

In real life, to my face

So it was difficult to know

How much my words really stang

I blamed you unfairly

I agree, that's a mistake

But please have some sympathy

You were in polygamy with many other partners

I was just thinking statistically

I think that my assumption still carries some validity

I wish after it ended

You didn't keep on belittling

I wish after it ended

You didn't hate me as a person

I was flawed, I wasn't perfect

But I guarantee if we had talked

About our problems once in person

I coulda changed

Instead of continuing to hurt you

But I hurt you, and I'm sorry

So if you're better of without me

Then I don't deserve you

I hope you're alright