Survival Lyrics

Yeah, bottom boy survivor

I look around, don't see nobody for revival

I lost some hope, I'm tryna open up the Bible

Look to the sky, no more, I'm livin' in my sorrow

You can hate me, but you can never break me

I done got up in that water, I was lookin' out for safety

I been lookin' for that hero just to come around and save me

And they been tryna come and get me since I was a baby

I done had to watch my people in my circle

Heard that you done said you want me dead, it was hurtful

And all I know that I will never go and hurt you

We been here before, and I'll never go and curse you

And I will never mean to hurt you

Don't get mad at the way that I was raised

I was raised around some dogs, I put my feelings in a cage

I was tryna go and love you right, and I done let you have your way

And you was so sweet, at least I thought you left me out here played

yeah

This heartbreak is nothin' to be joked with

I can say fuck it all, nobody wouldn't even know it

That's snap these lines up in my head just like a poet

I saw my brodie dead and that shit made me so sick

I used to dream about the fast livin' fast cars

But I'm thankin' God because he let me make it this far

And I'm so high up in the sky, know I'm a shootin' star

Rxch, you gotta get up from your fall, cause this not who you are

I left alone because they thought I was gon' stay the same

I'm steady puttin' all these demons in my fuckin' brain

I took them drugs because I thought it was gon' keep me sane

I showed you love because I thought you was gon' do the same

The sin repeat itself, I'm fallin' back into these drugs

I'm prayin' if it's all gone, I can make it right

I'm deep up in it, makin' friends with all the shadow light

Keepin' me paranoid, I think I need to clutch it tight

Wanna be a kid again, cause that's when they wan hold you

When you grow up, that's when they act like they don't know you

And it's barely anybody you can find that's loyal

I've been tryna grow, but they been fuckin' up my soil

Can't be down for too long because the world still spinnin'

I'm walkin' down the hall in socks, dressed in some linen

I hate the fact I took the fruit of the forbidden

I pray to God, I'm hopin' that I am forgiven

Bottom boy survivor

I look around, don't see nobody for survival

I'm losin' hope, I'm tryna open up the Bible

Look to the sky, no more, I'm livin' in my sorrow

You can hate me, but you can never break me

I done got up in that water, I was lookin' out for safety

I been lookin' for that hero just to come around and save me

And they been tryna come and get me since I was a baby

I done had to watch my people in my circle

Heard that you done said you want me dead, it was hurtful

And all I know that I will never go and hurt you

We been here before, and I'll never go and curse you

And I will never mean to hurt you