Nobody at home Lyrics

Yeah, up late night workin, I'm steady thinkin

How all them motha' fuckers done left me here just hangin

Wanna stop this smokin weed, and all that stupid ass gang bangin

And i been tallin' my ma I'm sorry, ever since 11 I been slangin

I've been wrong

I've been trying to get myself to go do better, And I'm just tryna to kill myself, fights with the devil

I'm gone, yeah, and I'm just trying to make it home, I'm steady doing all these things I gotta own up to my wrongs

They left me alone, I'm steady looking for some help up in my phone

I've been intoxicated and smoking weed, some shit I don't condone

Done learned to deal with my problems by myself, I just wan be alone And I just cry all my tears out with nobody at home

Codeine, X bars , booted up, I'm covered up, that's how I feel

The only time I'm feeling real is when I take a pill

I go to sleep, I think bout death, I'm steady trying to kill

Got skeletons up in my closet, I'm feeling like a dead man walking

You can miss me with that feeling good shit, cause at this point you steady talking

I be missing all my loved ones, I be feeling down, I be steady stalking

I've been trying to look for help, but you won't even answer when I'm fucking calling

Take a break from reality, got demons, that be after me

Go up in that kitchen, grab that knife and end it happily, they telling me I think it would be better if I go

I say fuck the world, I swear I don't wan' live here no more

I've been trying to get myself to go do better, And I'm just tryna to kill myself, fights with the devil

I'm gone, yeah, and I'm just trying to make it home, I'm steady doing all these things I gotta own up to my wrongs

They left me alone, I'm steady looking for some help up in my phone

I've been intoxicated and smoking weed, some shit I don't condone

Done learned to deal with my problems by myself, I just wan be alone And I just cry all my tears out with nobody at home

Would it be different if I ever had my father

The one who can talk that man to man when times got harder

I be steady having these set backs, heart grow, and then get smaller

Tryna think about my future, tryna have two sons, two daughters

Gotdamn

I get lost up in these drugs and lose the thought of who I am

Seen niggas switch in front of my face, I really thought you was my fam

Like we ain't go up on these streets, and steady tryna sell some grams

But I had to let them all go, I let them catch me in the jam

They really ran down on me, but I had to stand tall

I'm telling God to come and take me, I can't take it all

It'll made a difference if they even checked on me or made a call

I just wanna say fuck em, but God tryna help me, I say love em all

I've been trying to get myself to go do better, And I'm just tryna to kill myself, fights with the devil

I'm gone, yeah, and I'm just trying to make it home, I'm steady doing all these things I gotta own up to my wrongs

They left me alone, I'm steady looking for some help up in my phone

I've been intoxicated and smoking weed, some shit I don't condone

Done learned to deal with my problems by myself, I just wan be alone And I just cry all my tears out with nobody at home