Hold Me ft. Di Si & Ataraxia Lyrics

Uh the mountains all around me

I look around and see the distance from the time you found me

I put my focus on myself and thinkin more profoundly

Cuz I can't worry bout the problems that are all around me

I got these problems that I'm dealing with 

When I was 7 I ain't picture that it'd be like this

The youth we carried showed our innocence buried beneath

So as I write these thoughts I'm writing down my heart in peace

And writing down these challenges that I had faced with ease 

They always talk about the journey what bout when you leave

There is a start and there's a finish let me feel what's free

Freedom comes with a price that price you cannot see

Tear me to bits, pair me with this, cease to exist, solve problems with fists

I feel lost in the glimpse, this solar eclipse, cuz the time is passing and it's harder to fix

The sea of life, and rivers roaring through my veins

The mountains high but there ain't no other way

Pride is the devil,and it's deep rooted in my brain

I can't stray from the path I made

The tracks are long and the train is heavy got too many thoughts I can't keep it steady

But I got to stay ready

The past product of my infraction

Is like a mirror to the past bruh

Get right with your self bruh

You needa learn it on your own yuh

Calm down and step back but never back down

The plan unfolds,tough roads I know

My tainted souls' so cold

And truth be told, I know what glitters isn't always Gold

So just to let you know, i'm always alone

Been around long enough to know everythings temporary

I see possible outcomes, and theryre more than scary

The weight on my back Brian Shaw couldn't cary

I see myself and I think, that ain't me, 

That ain't me, she askin' me "why can't you hold me?"

Who knew it'd get this hard, somebody should've told me

Strugglin' to make ends meet

My world's gone cold and I can't save the heat

Shielding my inner child, don't know how much more he could take

They say you now would make younger you feel safe

But that can't be true

Seventeen year old me would laugh and call me a fool

Though I had it all figured out back then

But then I got caught in the landslide

Had it all couldn't ever break my stride

Now I'm just tryna survive, don't know if i'll ever be satisfied

No I can't, no I can't

No I can't hold ya, can't even hold on to myself

No I can't hold ya, can't even hold on to myself

No I can't, no I can't, no I can't, no I can't