MY CONFESSION Lyrics

Father crying on his knees begging me to stay

Hand in hand cheek to cheek tears down his face

When I look up at the sky all i see is grey

I know I won't survive if I make all of his mistakes

But that's the sword i live by so it will defeat me

Don't see no light when I look through the tunnel I see empty

Ive been caught up in the nonsense that's whats gonna get me

Been in my fair share of problems trust me those were plenty

And to my mom whose losing sunshine as the days pass

Used to feel so sound but when we move she's stumbling in the back

Bad health fucking round with everything we had

Sad tale it's brought us down a path we can't come back

Can't come back from the despair and all the rough emotions

Detrimental to our health which makes us lose focus

Just a kid who's got no plan or choice on where I'm going

But I feel closed off from the rest I can't keep my heart open

Don't

Worry if we fall

In love

We will never touch the ground

Don't

Worry if we fall

In love

We will never touch the ground

Time to talk about my sisters now that's my dilemma

They've been in my life for forever since I could remember

I know I'm not the greatest brother wish i could be better

I'll be here for you girls from January to December

Unfortunately they can't love themselves that great

It's hard when they don't feel like anyone will fill their plate

I try my hardest to bring light I try through all debates

But they're just sick of feeling like they'll never find their way

But then my grandmother yells and steps up to the stage

Disrespects my father while she spits all in my mothers face

Big part of why my family doesn't feel okay

But maybe we're the reasons why we can't become complete

Onto me i feel the guilt is coursing through my veins

Disrespect my family until they don't look at me the same

Try to hide behind an front I act like I'm okay

But I don't recognize the man I have become today

Don't

Worry if we fall

In love

We will never touch the ground

Don't

Worry if we fall

In love

We will never touch the ground