stories to tell your children to scare them and hide them from the horrors surrounding them Lyrics

My bodies a puzzle, unsolvable horror

People love things that don't make sense

Who am I to question them?

Take me to oblivion, a universe of bright lights

I wanna take a step in the unknown

I'll take the risk of hell cause it can't get much worse than this

Send a message to my momma that I love her and I miss her and I'm sorry if I give up but I'm trying

Send a message to the people holding up the fortress cause without them there'd be blood and that's all I know

Maybe a child would give me a sense of purpose, that makes me so desperate

But I wouldn't forgive myself to bring another soul into the world

Send a message to my momma that I love her and I miss her and I'm sorry if I give up but I'm trying

Send a message to the people holding up the fortress cause without them there'd be blood and that's all I know

My mind has made it clear that we're enemies, but I can't see how

A vessel can be hated by its own creator

I'm letting it live but it won't do the same to me

I don't have the strength to live

But I don't have the strength to kill myself

I don't want to forgive

So I'll live and die, all by myself

I don't have the strength to live

But I don't have the strength to kill myself

I don't want to forgive

So I'll live and die, all by myself

I don't have the strength to live

But I don't have the strength to kill myself

I don't want to forgive

So I'll live and die, all by myself