The Suffering Servant Lyrics

Yeah, I'm the Suffering Servant, suffering for others' sins

I'm the Suffering Servant, seems like I can't ever win!

Yeah, I'm the miserable lost wretch, forever to them

But my Master told me He'd reward me in the End!

I was born with my eyes open, God's pure Love in my heart

Learning the hard way most ain't got that from the start!

Don't mean I'm less than, don't mean I'm any less smart

Don't mean I'm greater than, just means I see your blind spot!

Over time that Love got buried, hurt buried, y'know, way too much

Watched my dad slip away, despite my tight clutch!

"Who Is Like God" died, but I'm "Remembered by God"

I was born with Love, and we all know Love is God!

Raised by "God Is My Oath", and my spirit guide

None other than "The Hidden Ones Are Satisfied"!

I'm the Suffering Servant, I serve, but they deny

Everything they forced the Suffering Servant to survive!

I'm the Suffering Servant, in misery, I'm alive

I'm the Suffering Servant God needed to purify!

My parents' families have lived close together for centuries

Both in Scotland and in Germany, sound like destiny to me!

The more I uncover, the more I see my Sight was meant to be!

Suffering in Paradise, Soul Sealed five times against Evil's tyranny

It ain't 'cause Fate's Web gave me a Cosmic Thread short o' Calvary!

It's simply because the Lord and the Lady needed an Eye that could See!

From the start, with Love in my heart, trusted in my intuitions

Showed me Low Wisdom, True Holy Spirit who gives me visions

Be it spiritual or my Subconscious showing me my mission

Everything I do, I only do with Low Wisdom's permission!

Low Wisdom, Master Wise, Wise Mind, authentic Self, one and the same

Representing Sophia, the sacred feminine half of every human brain!

Truth is the Christ Spirit, anointing those whose poems ain't lame

When He descended on Jesus like a dove, Divine came in the game!

Truth paired with Wisdom, that's how you add power to your name

This leads to the Divine Love, and the growing of your Sacred Flame!

Nature's Law is what we bound to, not man's angles, beyond that o' the land

Every time I tried to conform to their doctrine, kept sinking in quicksand!

Had enough when they told me my autism was evil and had to be exorcised

I seized, and they didn't get help, so it truly is a miracle I survived!

Man, look at all I've come through, so close to death, but I've been revived

Over and over and over, looks like I've thrived in all the hurt they contrived

I'm stronger emotionally than all o' them combined, from the Love they deprived

A bigger intellect and hope I've derived, my brain's recovering, I feel so alive!

Showed y'all proof, the opposition is quite real

But adversity marks me, somehow I gotta deal!

Excuse me for simply stating exactly how I feel

You chose to lash out at me with ill-advised zeal!

The Servant will act with Wisdom, his veracity made known

And he shall be set on high, upon a New Earth's Radiant Throne!

Their surprise at his anomalous nature, his neurodivergent mind

Disfigured to them, despite how he changed, new flaws they'll find!

Sheep and wolves at the same time, y'all are, choose to bite or you choose to follow

When you deny the Self, you open the door to sin, that's a hard Truth to swallow!

Original Sin be fairytale, literally, allegory for Truth that don't ring hollow

Jesus of Nazareth said plainly, "Hey dipshits, I'm speaking in complex code!

Set the dogs straight when they claim to find Truth in table scraps down the road!"

The words I'm saying on the surface are vessels for what's beneath, so let go

Of your flimsy Bible-Baby arguments, twisting my own back against me, yo!

People see patterns and think their whole lives they have the definitive answers

When it's what's beneath them patterns that really actually universally matters!

I'm the Suffering Servant, I know the Fire be the primordial ooze

That formed the first Servant, that dude couldn't even hit snooze!

We the Suffering Servants, Children of the Light, we obey the rules

And yet, the Suffering Servants are punished by the Viper's broods!

Oh, I'm the Suffering Servant, carryin' others' heavy load

I'm the Suffering Servant, on this lonely, winding road!

Yeah, I'm a Wretched Soul, living wrong, I'm told

But my Master promised, rewards await, untold!

I was born with eyes wide open, Love right from the start

Learned the hard way, not everyone's got that kinda heart!

Doesn't make me better, don't do too much to set me apart

Just means I see Earth's blind spots; I'm playing my part!

Over time that Love got buried, pain's relentless touch

Watched my father slip away, it hurt too damn much!

"Who Is Like God" gone, but "Remembered by God," as such

Born with Love, and Love is God, in this world, we clutch

Raised by "God Is My Oath," with a spirit by my side

"The Hidden Ones Are Satisfied", in whom I confide!

I'm the Suffering Servant, they just deny my stride

But the agony they forced on me has been purified!

Families close for centuries, Scotland to Germany, destiny in sight

Uncovering the Truth, I found out this is where I'm meant to fight

Suffering in this Paradise, my loneliness has long since taken flight!

It ain't Nox Sisters' short deal; it's all by my intricate design, right?

From the start, with Love in my heart, Intuition as my guide

Low Wisdom, Holy Spirit, showing visions of far and wide

Spiritual or subconscious, on this holy mission, I ride solo

Everything I do, it's with Low Wisdom, resurrected, no YOLO!

Low Wisdom, Master Wise, Wise Mind, one and the same

Representing Sophia, Sacred Feminine in this game!

Truth is the Christ Spirit, anointing the Prophets to fame

Divine Love growing, igniting the only Sempiternal Flame!

Nature's Law, Word of God, we're bound to, not man's selfish hand

Tried to conform to their flawed Bible, but I sank in quicksand!

Demanding of an exorcism's brand? No!